Friday, November 27, 2009

Lost in translation?

Speaking of translation (see below), I knew it would be difficult for me not to be able to speak Spanish, even though several people in past groups had gotten along just fine without knowing the language and most of the people in our current group knew little Spanish. I tried this Summer and Fall to learn as much as as I could through a "Speed Spanish" online class, and I did manage to fake my way through one-on-one conversations pretty well, but I was right: As a communicator by personality and profession, I had a very hard time not being able to fully communicate with the people I met, or forcing them to communicate in English (those who could) even though I was the visitor in their country (to be fair, many of them were grateful to practice their English skills...).

In some ways, I think this was good for me. Both written and oral communication are such bedrocks of my identity that it may have been God's design to strip those away from me. I became dependent on other people and on other forms of communication — mostly smiles and hugs, both of which also come naturally to me, thankfully. :) I was grateful for the Cuban tradition of kissing one cheek (just one, not two or three — it's different in every culture!) because it allowed me to make contact with each person without speech — although I was grateful to have gotten accustomed to using "Mucho gusto!" with my Costa Rican brother-in-law's parents. When I meet someone, I generally like to ask a lot of questions — to learn about their life and family and perspectives. I simply couldn't do this, so our simple conversations focused on how happy we were to meet one another and how we wished the Lord's blessings upon the other. Not a bad foundation to a relationship!

I definitely hope to return to Cuba, but I will work even harder to learn Spanish ahead of time. Love is a universal language, especially within the family of God, but it doesn't help you find your way around the streets of Havana! :)

Other means of communication:


Picture-taking: There are several little girls in Cuba who have literally dozens of pictures of me — they just kept wanting to take them! :) I'm grateful for their sweet welcome and the bonds we formed, even though we could hardly understand a word that the other spoke!



Lots of hand-gestures! (Yesdel, left, and Richard, center)



Gifts! (Beautiful handmade banner and stole presented to us on our last evening. We also brought several suitcases worth of gifts and supplies — everything from toothbrushes to yarn to medication to clothing — for them.)


Music! (More on this later.)



And finally, dancing! (More on this later.)

Jesus is enough



When Luke had the privilege of preaching in our sister church during our time in Cuba (translated by Carmen, above), he encouraged all of us that "Jesus is enough":
... The faithful example of Bartimaeus is not just in the fact that he cried out to Jesus and came to him, but it is also in his response to Jesus once he was healed.  He came to Jesus as a blind man wanting Jesus to heal him and make him see again.  Once Jesus gave him what he wanted he could have gone his own way, turned his back on Jesus and said, “Thanks, see you later!”  But Mark tells us that as soon as Bartimaeus regained his sight… he “followed Jesus on the way.” The life of faith has two parts that cannot be separated.  We come to Jesus because we need Jesus to heal us, because we need Jesus to save us… but then we also must respond to the healing touch of Jesus by following Jesus along his way.  That means for us to be available to those who might interrupt us on the way, those in need of help and healing.  Those in our communities whom others might pass by, but Jesus would be sure to notice.  It means taking the time to respond to those who are crying out around us.  It means following Jesus in the way of the cross, the ultimate expression of God’s love for the world—a way of self-giving and self-offering for the sake of others.
And what do we need in order to follow Jesus in this way?  Nothing more than Christ himself.  Jesus is enough.  Jesus is enough not only for our salvation, but the mercy of Jesus is enough to give us the strength to rise and respond to his calling.  The grace of Jesus is enough to open our eyes so that we can see the world and see our brothers and sisters the way Jesus sees them.  And the love of Jesus is enough to empower us to follow him and share his love with the world.  We have no reason to wait and no reason to fear—Jesus is always available, and Jesus is enough.
Yesterday, Luke preached here in Libertyville at our Thanksgiving Service, illuminating Matthew 6:25-34, Joel 2:21-27, and Psalm 126. While "today's trouble is enough for today," he exhorted us not to let fear prevent us from living the lives to which God has called us. Here are just a few of his Spirit-inspired words:
We are to respond with gratitude to the great things God has done for us, and turn our attentions and energies toward doing great things for God’s kingdom in this world.  This is why we are told “not to worry”, this is why we need to jettison fear.  Max Lucado continues in his book, saying, “When fear shapes our lives, safety becomes our god. When safety becomes our god, we worship the risk-free life. Can the safety-lover do anything great? Can the risk-averse accomplish noble deeds? For God? For others? No. The fear-filled cannot love deeply. Love is risky. They cannot give to the poor. Benevolence has no guarantee of a return.” (Lucado 10).  ...
Surrounded by all sorts of troubles, bad news, losses and the attacking forces of fear, may you remember today some glimpse of God’s goodness to you, may your eyes be opened to see beyond hovering troubles to the many ways God has provided “enough for today,” may you feel today God’s Spirit well up from within you and overflow with gratitude, may you experience the freedom from fear that comes from a faith-response to God’s amazing grace, and may you reach outward in that faith and freedom with simple, risky acts of righteous defiance of fear and courageous expressions of kingdom love, for “perfect love drives out fear.” In the name of Jesus,  Amen.
I'm grateful that God prompted us to take the risk of going to Cuba. I was a bit concerned and fearful, but God provided all we needed to "reach outward in ... faith and freedom." And even more than being providers, we were the beneficiaries of "courageous expressions of kingdom love."



Discovering the Bible in community...

I shared earlier the words of the pastor of our sister church, who said that "discovering the Bible in community is a gift."

The first half of our trip was spent in Havana at a conference celebrating the 10th anniversary of the partnership between the Presbyteries of Chicago and Havana, and the 20th anniversary of the partnership between the Presbyteries of Long Island and Havana. There were speeches and dancing and excellent food and much more, but one of my favorite events was an in-depth Bible Study led by Pastor Daniel Izquierda of Hosea 12:6: "But you must return to your God; maintain love and justice, and wait for your God always." This will be the theme verse for La Presbyteriana de Habana next year. Daniel exegeted each word (translated by Alberto), and then the Cubans and North Americans separated into groups to discuss a few questions. All our other activities mixed Cubans and North Americans together, but we separated this time to facilitate communication (translation takes a lot of time); when we came back together and shared our insights, it was remarkable how many similarities arose in answers to questions such as, "What keeps us from trusting God in the Hebrew sense?" (being tied together by a strong bond). It was also good to learn from the few differences between the perspectives of the groups.

I appreciated Daniel's emphasis on justice as restorative action and on love as the internal condition behind such action. He said, "To live in relationship with God means actions should be based in a logic of love" — for example, our partnership! Discussing this verse in Cuba while learning from and alongside our Cuban brothers and sisters invested it with so much more meaning than simply reading it here in my comfortable home or even in my home church.


About a third of the group that met in the Luyano Presbyterian Church for the conference. Pastor Daniel Izquierdo is standing in the red shirt. Everyone is listening to Pastor Ismael Maruda, always a character! (He reminded me of my dad. :) )

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Two degrees of separation...


Alberto was our amazing translator during the conference in Havana (first half of the trip). During dinner one night, I learned that three times in the last three months he has been called to Fidel Castro's house to personally translate for him during important meetings. One of those meetings was with the American director Oliver Stone; you'd recognize the other names, too, but I can't remember them now. Alberto said the 83-year-old Castro is still sharp mentally and is finally following doctor's orders to maintain his physical health. (Of course, his brother Raul is in power now.)

So I figure Luke and I are just two degrees from Fidel Castro, through Alberto. Hmmm ... maybe I shouldn't post this on the internet! :) Don't worry, U.S. Government, we did not meet him nor do we have any desire to meet him!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Hermanamientos



In the last post, I shared the reflections of our amigos Cubanos that "our friendship has broken barriers." This is not just metaphoric. It is literal in the sense that very few Norte Américanos are able to travel to Cuba, and vice versa, because of the embargo and travel bans. So much political rhetoric surrounds the relationships between these two countries — which sit just 90 miles apart — and few of us are granted the opportunity to hear beyond the rhetoric, travel beyond the barriers, and see beyond the stereotypes to the people who are ... people. We were able to travel to Cuba on a religious visa, meaning we weren't supposed to be tourists, do any physical labor (such as building houses), evangelize beyond the church walls, nor bring anything back with us except for "information materials" (which, thankfully, include artwork). Most of these restrictions come from the U.S. and some come from Cuba.

While in Cuba, we learned what a crucial role partnerships between sister churches (hermanamientos) play in the relationships between Cubans and North Americans, and even between the countries themselves. These partnerships have opened up lines of communication and understanding, physical meetings, financial assistance, and mutual cultural and spiritual exchange that never would have been possible otherwise.

And in case you're wondering, yes — the Protestant Church is alive and well in Cuba! (When he asked what we had been doing in Cuba, the customs agent replied, "There are Presbyterian churches in Cuba?!" This has not been an uncommon reaction. Thankfully, he believed us. :) ) God has carried them through many difficult years, but they are thriving and growing and ministering to their communities in ways that teach us about the calling and great potential of the local church. Our sister church hosts such events as a movie night for teenagers from the community (and the church), where they watch films (not easily available in Cuba) and discuss the spiritual themes; a "Theological Café," where they serve coffee in their garden and bring in musicians, artists, and speakers (the space is always packed); fun Saturday morning activities for children that are specifically designed to teach certain values; much-appreciated English classes open to anyone and taught by highly-qualified church members; and much, much more.

(Picture above shows a rainbow over our sister church, La Iglesia Presbyteriana-Reformada de San Nicolas de Bari)

Sunday, November 8, 2009

"Our friendship has broken barriers"



Two of my new friends beautifully summarized my experience in Cuba: On our first evening in San Nicholás de Bari, we were discussing the story of Jesus' encounter with the woman at the well, and Pastor Alison Infante (above left) reflected, "Discovering the Bible in community is a gift." Then, responding to an observation from one of our group about the story, Elder Mildred (above right) said, "Our friendship has broken barriers." I am grateful that my sense of Christian community has been extended beyond any potential barriers to include my brothers and sisters in Cuba, and I am grateful to them for welcoming me into their homes and hearts.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

30 years (or at least 1) in song and pictures


Greetings from snowy Chicagoland!  (Warning:  Don't take a nap while shoveling.  You might get buried by the snow plow ... or by your wife.)

In October, Luke put on a concert at our church ... 1 day before his 30th birthday and 5 days before mine.  Appropriately, he covered an old song by Randy Stonehill called "Turning Thirty," and I put together a surprise slideshow to accompany the lyrics.  I won't include all of the pictures here (I may not make it past 30 if I include the most embarrassing pictures of Luke) and I'll add a few new ones from Christmas in California, but here's our year (or 30 years) in review, compliments of Randy Stonehill, with a few edits and additions from us.

*I've got a house down by the ocean (well, a cute little lake)
*The rent is not too
 high (actually the rent is nonexistent: we bought our first house in August!)
*And I love to watch the ships (paddleboats) come in   
*And hear the
 seagulls (geese) cry
*And lately I've been taking stock
*Of all that I've been through (such as Marla 
graduating with an M.A. in English with a concentration in Rhetoric and Composition)
*Oh tomorrow is my birthday
*Feels funny but it's true
*I'm turning thirty (how did that happen?!)


*Now I've got a wife who really loves me (even after 7 years of marriage...praise God!)
*She makes my life so sweet (and vice versa, especially here in Monterey, CA, on December 31)
*And a little baby god-daughter (Katie Rose, who's 5 years old! and visited us with her family during their
 move to New York in December) 
*Who plays games around my feet (along with 9 nieces and
 nephews, including 2.5-year-old Isaiah and 3-week-old Mariana Barrantes)
*And my world is very different
*From those lazy bachelor years (such as those at Whitworth, where our oldest niece is now a freshman!)
*But if I had the chance to go back
*I'd rather stay right here (serving as Associate Pastor at First Pres. in Libertyville, IL)
*Turning thirty


*And I have friends that ("who," corrects Marla, the College of Lake County adjunct English prof) care about me 
*They're the best I've ever had (we are so grateful for all of you!)
*And they always stood behind me
*Whenever times got bad
*And I love to play my music
*Though the road can be a trial (less so now that we're no longer commuting 125 miles a day...we moved from
 Milwaukee to Illinois this summer after Marla graduated)
*But every time I walk on stage 
*It's worth each dusty mile
*Turning thirty



*Now thirty ain't like fifteen
*And it's not like twenty-five
*My back's a little stiff (maybe that's because we joined a gym the week we turned 30)
*And they're some lines around my eyes
*But I've still got my energy
*And I've got most of my hair
*And I'm not too old to rock 'n roll (at least on Guitar Hero with the Parkers during our Spokane visit this summer)
*And I'm not really scared
*Of turning thirty (especially because we're doing it together!)




*Oh, the eighties look like tough times (ok, the decade's a little off, but the sentiment applies perhaps now more than ever)
*The world is turning sour
*So I'll keep on serving Jesus
*And await the final hour
*And though I've often failed him
*In these thirty rocky years
*His mercy brought me this far
*And His love has dried my tears (may we all experience Christ's healing and joy this year)
*I'm turning thirty
*I'll treasure these years
*I'm turning thirty
*And that's alright
*I'm turning thirty...



Happy New Year!  May the light of Christ shine in your hearts and homes throughout 2009. We love you!

See below for more pictures (and the promised video) of family and cute kids (not ours, but we'll show them off anyway!).
Nieces Rebecca and Stacey Meekhof in Virginia

Hand family in front of the Chicago Bean ... can you find Luke and Marla?  (Right-click or control-click the picture to view it larger.)

Marla's family (sans Mom and Luke) at Danielle's graduation in West Virginia, June 2008

      
Katie, Emma, and David Rose in our home, December 2008

      
Nephew Isaiah and Niece Mariana Barrantes in Fresno, December 2008

Best of all...



Before you go:  The other entries in this blog probably won't be very interesting to you (unless you're into "Rhetoric, Writing, and Information Technology"), but please visit Luke's blog at lukehyder.blogspot.com for "cyber-processing" about "subjects including God, worship, arts and culture ... pretty much 'life, the universe and everything'"!

Oh, and by the way:  Our email addresses remain the same (lukehyder@sbcglobal.net and marlahyder@yahoo.com), but our address and phone numbers have changed.  If you don't have it and would like the new info, please email us.  Thanks for all the great Christmas letters and pictures!  Keep 'em coming!  We'd love to hear how you are doing and how we can be praying for you.


Rose Bowl Parade float in Pasadena, January 2009

Thursday, May 15, 2008

My project

Thanks to the wonderful Mr. Florian, my website is up! One of the images didn't come through, but the rest appears to be there (best viewed through Firefox and probably IE; Safari did some funky things with the formatting).

It's on the UWM server, so the address is www.uwm.edu/~mlhyder.

Thanks, everyone, for a great semester! I look forward to looking more closely at your projects after graduation.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

More resources

FYI, if you're interested in the Freire stuff below (praxis as reflection and action), you might also want to check out "Becoming Symbol-Wise: Kenneth Burke's Pedagogy of Critical Reflection" by Jessica Enoch.  Enoch uses Burke's theories to argue that "reflection is action in and of itself" (291).

Also, a plug for the MIT Press books available through the MacArthur Foundation:  I've read a few more articles, esp. from Youth, Identity, and Digital Media and found them to be really useful.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Third Article

Pedagogy of the Oppressed, Chapters 1 and 2 (and a little from 3)
by Paulo Freire
(page numbers refer to this edition posted online because I don't have a copy of the book with me; to distinguish page numbers from the different chapters, I'll add the chapter number and a period before the page number)

Because my project is working with and intended to replace UWM's current 101/102 reflective essay assignments (see post below), I've been looking for readings that seem to have influenced these assignments. To that end, I decided to read/re-read part of Pedagogy of the Oppressed, focusing specifically on what Freire has to say about reflection.

For Freire, reflection is an extricable part of the struggle for liberation, and in this struggle, "pedagogy will be made and remade" (1.4). True reflection leads to action, and the consequences of action must in turn be subject to critical reflection (1.17). Freire argues that the oppressor (or the teacher) must trust the oppressed (the student) and their ability to reason, so that the oppressor doesn't "fall into using slogans, communiques, monologues, and instructions" (1.18) — that is, the banking method of education that dehumanizes both its subject and objects (ch. 2). Liberation, then, must be co-created by teachers and students; both are subjects and both must participate "not only in the task of unveiling...reality and thereby coming to know it critically, but in the task of re-creating that knowledge" through common reflection and action (1.20). 

Freire's insistence that "authentic liberation – the process of humanization – is not another deposit to be made" in students, and that "liberation is a praxis: the action and reflection of men and women upon their world in order to transform it" (2.7), means that the reflective writing assignment, if we want it to empower students to participate in their own liberation and (ultimately) to change the world (remember – what kind of world do you want to live in?), must not be a ''communique."  This is tricky!  My hope is that through the links I provide but whose content I do not control (e.g. to Facebook, MySpace, the students' blogs), the students will be encouraged to co-create the resulting knowledge, reflection, and action.  Freire also emphasizes dialogue (2.8 and 3.2ff), so I'm trying to think about how I might build dialogue into the website, or whether that would be saved for the in-person class meetings.

Freire's explanation of what reflection is and what it can do resonates with Herring (below). Through reflection, he writes,

That which had existed objectively but had not been perceived in its deeper implications (if indeed it was perceived at all) begins to "stand out," assuming the character of a project and therefore of a challenge.  Thus, men and women begin to single out elements from their "background awareness" and to reflect upon them.  These elements are now objects of their consideration, and, as such, objects of their action and cognition.... In problem-posing education, people develop their power to perceive critically the way they exist in the world with which and in which they find themselves; they come to see the world not as static reality but as a reality in process, in transformation" (2.10).

Finally, though I won't go into here, I want to mention that he begins chapter 3 by explaining that reflection and action are two inextricable and co-constitutive dimensions of "the word." If I have time, I'll investigate this more to see what it might say about the act of reflective writing. Also, all of this makes me wonder if and how we can ask our students to reflect without asking them to act. If we ask them to act on their reflection, I think we need to be prepared for students who, for example, choose not to submit a portfolio at all or who choose to blog their reflection or post it on MySpace rather than turning in a 12-pt, black-ink, Times New Roman paper with 1-inch margins.

Though I was focusing mostly on reflection, I noticed in these chapters many other resonances to our readings and discussions this semester. For example, Freire discusses the interdependent nature of subjectivity and objectivity (1.6); the relationship of "having" to "being," which reminded me of our conversations about access and the digital divide (1.12); freedom (throughout, but especially 1.13, 1.19, 2.9, and 3.2ff.); and control (throughout, but especially 1.13, 1.16, and 2.6).

Monday, May 5, 2008

Second Article

“Questioning the Generational Divide: Technological Exoticism and Adult Constructions of Online Youth Identity”
by Susan C. Herring
From Youth, Identity, and Digital Media. Ed. David Buckingham. The John D. and Catherine T. MacArthur Foundation Series on Digital Media and Learning. Cambridge, MA: The MIT Press, 2008. 71–92. doi: 10.1162/dmal.9780262524834.071

Read about Prenksy’s article (below) first.

This chapter does an excellent job of troubling and balancing out voices like Marc Prensky’s, which remind us that we need to be paying attention to the ways digitality has changed youth and should change the way we teach them but which run the risk of over-reacting. Susan Herring argues here that adults—Prensky’s “digital immigrants”—exoticize and rampantly speculate about the effects of digitality on youth, and “mainstream media commentators interpret new technologies and youth practices in normative, moral terms, a process that reinscribes youth as ‘other’” (71). In turn, these youth have been socialized into adult and media constructions of them. She suggests that we focus less on the technologies, which in today’s rhetoric are seen as deterministic of youth, and more on the young people themselves, and she includes some of their voices in her chapter. While I don’t think Herring cancels out Prensky’s observations about today’s students, I appreciate her cautions about adult discourses that over-react to and over-determine the relationship between technology and youth. In this area and others, I often worry about the ways “we” talk and write about “them.” Another article called “The Myth of the Digital Native,” written by M. Owen in 2004, further questions unproductive “sloganizing” with statistics showing how many youth spend very little time on the internet, playing video games, etc., and showing that the largest demographic for games and online activity are 20-35 and 35-44 year-olds, respectively.

A few points of interest from Herring in relation to my project:

- In addition to fulfilling the 101/102 goals, I hope my web-based reflective writing assignment will help address the “transparency problem” of technology, that is, the “challenges young people face in learning to see clearly the ways that media shape perceptions of the world” (88).

- Herring suggests that today’s students are not the true “Internet Generation” but rather a transitional generation. Perhaps this project can “take advantage of the present transitional moment to reflect across generations about technology and social change” (72).

- Perhaps it might also involve young people in reflecting on the generational digital divide, in order to move beyond adults’ “exoticization” of youth media practices: “Any serious attempt to avoid cooptation of young people’s experiences must therefore consider the more radical possibility of collaborating with youth in an attempt to break down those hierarchies...” (87). How might I involve my students not only in the use of and interaction with this website but also in its creation/production/design? (Not possible this semester, but in the future?)

First Article

“Digital Natives, Digital Immigrants” On the Horizon 9.5 (Oct. 2001)
“Do They Really Think Differently?” On the Horizon 9.6 (Dec. 2001)
by Marc Prensky

A number of other authors credit Marc Prensky with coining the widely used term “digital native” and, slightly less well-known, “digital immigrant.” Prensky is a speaker, writer, consultant, teacher, and designer of “software games for learning, including the world’s first fast-action videogame-based training tools and world-wide, multi-player, multi-team on-line competitions” (www.marcprensky.com). In this two-part article, he argues that “our students have changed radically. Today’s students are no longer the people our educational system was designed to teach” (1). Not only does he claim that today’s students “think and process information fundamentally differently from their predecessors” but that their digital upbringing may have physically changed their brains. As “native” speakers of the digital language of computers, video games, and the Internet, they require entirely new teaching methods from their “immigrant” teachers; in fact, he suggests, the two can barely communicate with each other until the immigrants learn the language. Natives are “used to receiving information really fast. They like to parallel process and multi-task. They prefer their graphics before their text rather than the opposite. They prefer random access (like hypertext). They function best when networked. They thrive on instant gratification and frequent rewards. They prefer games to ‘serious’ work” (2).

Some of these characteristics certainly resonate with our readings: Weinberger described how random access has revolutionized not only the ways we order knowledge but the ways we create knowledge and the knowledge that gets created. Benkler and Chun emphasized the fundamental shifts—in the market, our understanding and enacting of freedom, etc.—caused by networking. Gee, Bogost, McGonigal, and others wrote about learning through games (Prensky calls this “edutainment”).

The ideas in these articles are pretty old hat by now (7 years later), due in part to this and other work by Prensky, but his conviction that “natives” are essentially and radically different and his zeal for educational reform are still notable: “It’s just dumb (and lazy) of educators – not to mention ineffective – to presume that (despite their traditions) the Digital Immigrant way is the only way to teach, and that the Digital Natives’ ‘language’ is not as capable as their own of encompassing any and every idea” (6). See next article for a response and troubling of some of Prensky’s convictions.

There was a particular paragraph in the second article that caught my attention and inspired my project. In the section entitled “What Have We Lost?" Prensky writes:

One key area that appears to have been affected is reflection. Reflection is what enables us, according to many theorists, to generalize, as we create “mental models” from our experience. It is, in many ways, the process of “learning from experience.” In our twitch-speed world, there is less and less time and opportunity for reflection, and this development concerns many people. One of the most interesting challenges and opportunities in teaching Digital Natives is to figure out and invent ways to include reflection and critical thinking in the learning (either built into the instruction or through a process of instructor-led debriefing) but still do it in the Digital Native language. We can and must do more in this area. (11)

While I don’t completely agree with Prensky, I have seen (in classes and the Writing Center) what a hard time many 101 and 102 students have with the reflective writing we ask them to do. So for my project, I’m building a website that is itself a reflective writing assignment (designed to replace either the 101 reflective essay assignment or the 102 inquiry analysis essay assignment, or both).

Photo credit: Marc Prensky, from www.marcprensky.com, by Jim Allen

Saturday, May 3, 2008

But it's so "natural"...

Has anyone seen the new AT&T commercial where the phones and other technological devices are integrated seamlessly into and among beautiful blossoming flowers (doesn't appear to be on youtube yet)? Really interesting tactic for making technology appear "natural" and healthy and beautiful and living. Just as movies like "Minority Report" (Nakamura) and books like Rainbows End (Vinge) and theories of cyborgs (Haraway) work to break down the separation between human and machine, so does this commercial attempt to meld technology and nature together. This also reminds me of the Verizon "chocolate phone" commercials.

Friday, May 2, 2008

More Words

If you identified with the sentiment underlying my video, you should check out this song by a friend of Justin Moody's. Click here, scroll to the bottom of the songs list, and click on the last song. It's very funny.

(By the way, I feel like I need to clarify that I feel very honored to work with all of my 102 students and I respect their writing very much. I genuinely enjoy reading the portfolios and having conversations with the authors. I also genuinely enjoy reading and discussing [almost] all of the books shown in the video. Obviously, I thrive on words and have/am trying to make a living out of them. But you know how it is at the end of the semester....)

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Words, words, words



By the time tomorrow is over, I will have spent about 45 hours in 4 days working with English 102 students and their portfolios.  I love my students, but I'm sick of words.  That's where this idea came from, as I lay in bed late Sunday night (Monday morning...) after reading the first batch of papers.  And obviously, it was also inspired by last week's discussion of Chun.

Cinematography by me
Music by Kaki King ("Bari Improv" from the August Rush soundtrack)

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Holding class in SL...

Well, no one else was there, but "Mikey08 Market" and I had a lovely chat while sitting on our free bikes (mine was a gift from Mike). Since it was just the two of us, it felt a lot like your basic IM chat, except that we could see and hear when the other was typing, which was helpful, and it felt like I was actually talking with someone who was paying attention. Obviously, he could have been doing anything, but it felt like we were both more "present" for the conversation.

I saved the chat log, but it's five pages long with no spaces or line breaks, so I don't think I'll post it. Suffice it to say, we talked about surveillance, labor, self-determination, code, ethnography, and other stuff. And we wondered where Anne (and everyone else) was. Here we are!

P.S. Anne, I heard this evening that you were there on Sunday (with others?). I wonder why you didn't show up when Mike searched your name? I guess we should have looked around more...sorry! So just like in real life/first life/"meet space," we can miss each other by being in slightly different locations.

Attention Mac Users!

If you're a Mac user and you've been having problems with Second Life crashing, go to this link: Guide for Improving Mac Performance. After making a few small recommended changes to my SL preferences, I went from crashing within seconds of every log-on to a full session with no crashes or other problems!

Friday, April 18, 2008

Questions and thoughts on Heverly and Lessig

A few questions and thoughts in preparation for our Second Life discussion of Heverly ("Growing Up Digital: Control and the Pieces of a Digital Life") and Lessig (Code v.2):

- Heverly, Lessig, and Chun are all preoccupied with "control."  In what ways do their notions of "control" converge and in what ways do they diverge?  (Sheesh.  Is that a 101 question, or what?!)

- How might Nakamura's discussions of subjectivity/objectivity be used to complicate Heverly's "active creation"/"passive object"?  Heverly talks about some of the unintended ramifications of young people who "embed themselves in digital media...by choice" and who are embedded by others against their will or without their knowledge (204), but he doesn't theorize this dichotomy too deeply.

- For me, this was Heverly's most interesting point:  "[W]e risk a future where the bullied remain bullied throughout their whole lives, where the space that children need to grow is wiped out by the permanence of the digital artifacts that are created when they err..." (216). We tend to emphasize the ephemerality of digitality (Wikipedia entries constantly changing, for example) and the ability to construct our own identities on the internet, but Heverly reminds us of both the potential permanence and uncontrollable nature of identity on the web. What does this mean for "digitizing race"?

- Lessig suggests that surveillance might be, in my words, a self-fulfilling prophecy:  "[P]rofiles will begin to normalize the population from which the norm is drawn.  The observing will affect the observed.  The system watches what you do; it fits you into a pattern; the pattern is then fed back to you in the form of options set by the pattern; the options reinforce the pattern; the cycle begins again" (220).  This reminded me of a point made by Robert McChesney in Corporate Media and the Threat to Democracy (from Dennis' class): In response to the notion that entertainment media "give the people what they want," he writes, "When people consume from options provided, the media giants then state that they are satisfying audience demand.  If some find the offerings imbecilic, the argument goes, that is because the people are morons who demand such tripe.  But this is a circular argument, since there is no proof that this range of choices conforms to something innate to the audience" (51).  We could perhaps say this about any digital medium: We are so accustomed to working within the constraints of Word, or Blogger, or Web 2.0 — in other words, any code — that we assume it's "what we want" ... the constraints become invisible as constraints ... they seem "innate" (to us and to the medium). The ability to produce code on the web does trouble this, although the vast majority of us don't produce actual code (certainly not binary machine code, at least), so we have to work through translating programs that, again, provide us with a particular set of options.

- I was very interested in Lessig's suggestion that social hierarchies, which were diminished due to increased mobility, are being reinstated through digital profiling: "An efficient and effective system for monitoring makes it possible once again to make these subtle distinctions of rank. Collecting data cheaply and efficiently will take us back to the past" (221).  Can/should we do anything about this, or is it a necessary evil?

Monday, April 14, 2008

Are video game makers squandering their cultural clout?


Just heard a short NPR bit on video games as entertaining diversion vs. art/cultural critique. Ian Bogost was one of the interviewees. Among other things, Bogost says that the politically motivated game BlackSite is "giving the industry the finger."

Thursday, April 10, 2008

"Inextricably Fused"

While I have found great value in the blogging we have done this semester, this statement from Steve Anderson and Anne Balsamo really resonated with me:

"The uneasy hybridization seen in Web cast lectures and audience-response clickers demonstrates what is, in our view, a limited approach to integrating technology into education.  Even some of the most promising contemporary technologies that merge the advantages of networked communities with social software, such as blogs and wikis, may in some cases simply function as high-tech updates of timeworn practices, such as classroom journaling and shared notetaking.  Instead, we advocate a model that is genuinely organic in conception, centered on the development of pedagogical strategies that are inextricably fused with the technologies and social practices familiar to students of the born digital generation" (255).